Ramadan Poem- I need a spiritual retreat

Ramadan Poem-I need a spiritual retreat

I need a spiritual retreat
I want to cut the ropes of attachment of duniya and hide somewhere deep

I am fed up of my nafs
that raises the glance towards the glitters of the world.
I don’t need to be perfect
there is no end to the needs of people’s world.

My eyes long for a glance of kaaba sharif
The heart is dirty,it needs to be cleansed.
Am I not worthy, the eyes weep
The pain is deep, it needs a medicine

My deeds are few and I don’t know how much will it weigh
Ya Allah! I don’t have ostentation,I don’t have pride, Make my deeds heavy on the scale.

The buzzing whats app,
The constant notification.
The iftar dawat
The shopping carnival..
Ya Allah there is lots of distraction

I am not able to connect to you ya Allah,
But ya Allah, you know my heart, It yearns for you.
Had it not been for your pleasure I would have cut from everyone but you.

My head on ground
My nose rubbing the dust
I am your creation
Full of your love.

Don’t let me fall ya Allah pick me up
Ya Rabb, pick me up
Pick me up.😥

Aafiya

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